Fuck you you fucking selfish piece of shit. HOW DARE YOU dump me like that. I did everything for you and you toss me aside like a piece of trash. I dealt with you anxiety, your stupid fucking worrying about your hairline, you leaving for a year. You think I didnt have doubts about you then? bullshit. There are plenty of times I wanted to call it off. When you wouldnt make an effort to talk to me, when you didnt call EVER or when youd leave our conversation to go hang out with your stoner friends. But theres the difference between you and me. I cared enough to know it would be better once you came back. Apparently I'm not good enough for you. Apparently living like a leech sucking money from your moms wallet is of a higher standing then Im used to. I got news for you buddy. YOUR GOING TO BE ALONE. You gave up the best thing you ever had. You think some other girl in the future will deal with all your shit? hahahahhahahhaha. Fuck that if shes smart she'll run the other way. And what I wonder is how long you were thinking of leaving me. You probably used me for a bit because thats what your best at. USING PEOPLE for your own personal gain. SELFISH. I hope you have a severe anxiety attack and turn to me for help cause I wont be there like you never were for me when I was depressed or feeling sick. Im not coming back to you. I wanted to marry you. I wanted to have kids with you. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you by my side. But you threw that away. You didnt even seem upset when you said it. You think I dont know your passwords still? I should just give them out to anyone but again notice nobody even asked if you were alright. Because I was the only one who truly cared about you. I hope your fucking miserable. Because I was. I lost 12 pounds crying about you. Everyone who knows both of us thinks you're an idiot for letting me go. Im moving on and i hope you do to. deleting me probably made that easier. what makes me angry is the things I did just to make you happy.

=>ditched my friends on purpose so i could pretend I had nothing to do so id be able to stay home with you
=>moved in with you and did not visit my family
=>put up with your bullshit for 2 and a half years
=>believed you when you said you were thinking of having children with me after the first time you tried to break up with me

FUCK YOU

mood: disappointed

This the cutest dog ever!

 

Her names is Stains :]

Diamonds are forever,
Marissa

mood: pensive